I laid in bed running the same fears in my mind that had been controlling me all week. Day after day I felt as though my emotions were drowning me. Fortunately, because I was busy I was able to compartmentalize my emotions and show up for my responsibilities. On the other hand, when I was away from anything that required my full attention, I’d sink back into the emotions that made me feel confused and doubtful. I didn’t know what I needed.
There are windows of interruption in moments where we feel off and distracted by things that don’t empower us. These interruptions are seeds of suggestion that are given to us by our intuition. Some believe their intuition is connected to a higher power and for me it’s God. I was praying all week for some guidance and there it was in my mind in the form of a vision. I saw the beach so vividly I could smell the wet sand and feel the misty breeze. This triggered an idea in my head to go on my run I look forward to every Saturday. Although I had all these reasons as to why I should stay in bed, I knew better than to disobey my intuition so I got up and drove to the beach.
As I drove to the beach I noticed a word in my head, reset. I didn’t try to over analyze why this word came up, I just took it as Heaven's way of telling me that's what I was on my way to do. I turned off my stereo and drove in silence. I challenged my mind to stay present and asked it to let go of any thoughts that would come up. I got to the beach, stood next to the pier near the water where I like to start my runs and felt like I was meant to be there. I ran with no music so that I could meditate to the sound of the crashing waves since the beach was quiet and not too busy. While on my run I accidentally ran in a large puddle of water and my feet were soaked! I laughed and the word, cleansed came into my mind. I smiled and thought, “Yes, I needed that!”. After my run I stretched on the wet sand and I felt renewed. I walked back to my car to head to my favorite local juice shop and felt so thankful. I was glad that I had listened to intuition.
I NEEDED REMINDING
I left the juice shop with my pressed juice, wrap in hand and I thought to myself, “Wow, I suddenly feel like myself”. I put on my headset, looked up to the sky at the same time the song, “Look up child” came on. This song is about God reminding us who we are and how powerful we are. I didn’t know that I needed a reminder of who I was. Just like that, I felt stronger and certain that anything that came my way I’d be able to overcome.
MESSAGE FROM VICTORIA GOLD
I know we may get overwhelmed with events in our lives, maybe mistakes or even new beginnings. Sometimes those fears and doubts become our focus and dominant vibration in our bodies. I hope that when we have those windows of interruptions, we obey our intuition, reset our mind and allow life to remind us of our true aura. Peace & love be with you and remember I'm only a message away!